So, this entry will kind of be all over the place — sorry!

I’ve been having really bad headaches again. I know it’s stress from all of the “drama” that seems to consume my life these days, but still. It’s getting old. I’m tired of going to bed with a headache and waking up with one. I really don’t like to medicate myself, but when I do take something for it, it doesn’t really help all that much. Maybe when everything eventually settles down they’ll go away.. maybe?

I was going through some of my older files earlier. And by older, I mean from back in 2006-2007ish. Back when I lived in Douglas. Aside from my life with the soon-to-be ex husband, I do sort of miss that time. I really want to visit a few of my friends from there; Tamara, Jessica E., Diona and Chastin especially. But, and maybe this is strange, they sort of bring back memories of “him.” I guess because I met these friends while I was with him? It certainly will not stop me from catching up with them, but I think it will be like that for the time being.. at least until I’m divorced from him (and that part of my life).

Speaking of that; is it weird that I can’t bring myself to even go by the house we bought together in 2002? Each time I’ve been to Douglas since I moved back to Georgia, I just can’t make myself drive by there. Not that I really have a reason to do that, but even being near there makes me queasy! I think if I ever did I may end up throwing rocks at it, kind of like “Jenny” in that one scene from Forest Gump.

Oh, yeah.. the whole point of me talking about this stuff was because of some of the photos I found. I found one of my little Bell Bell (Bella). Gosh I miss that fat cat!

Wasn’t she the cutest not-quite little thing? It is still weird not having her around. I know Jynx still misses her too. And speaking of Jynx.. she’s been doing a lot of biting lately. She’s bitten me several times today alone, once right on my bottom lip. I’m not even messing with her when she’s doing this. It’s just like she looks at me and thinks “Hmm, I think I’ll take a chomp out of her lip right now…” She was roaming around my bedroom, then hopped up on the bed with me and out of nowhere, comes right up to me with what seems to be complete and utter intentions of biting me.. and she did. I though she was going to rip my lip off, seriously! I’m not sure what this whole biting thing is all about but I have got to figure out a way to stop her from doing this!

Well, I need to fold up some laundry and finish working on two designs — one is nearly complete, I’m just incorporating the photos for the flash header and the second is about 40% complete (header is finished). Off I go.